Witness(07-1-12)

Adapted the form of Witness,which was once comprised of Reflection and 6 pieces of Highlights.The contents is too trivial to be noted and also made me exausted for blog.Instead of that,I decided that 7 pieces of Highlights,which will be necessary to be recorded,build up every term of Witness.Provided some emergencies should be added in the Witness,it can be amplified as 9,11,13 or 15 pieces.

1.You have been not here for two and half years,while our relationship is as dense as the very begining.You are the most insistant friend,who give me 2 calls from Aus.per week and have no exception.We were fighting the fierce battle for our high school life together desperately,even though you are in another continent.You are my best buddy.
The summer vacation in 2004.You kept the two pieces of poems which I wrote for you as the treasure,despite they were common ones among my more than 300 pieces.Smeitana's tone verse "My Country" was burned for you to be taken besides you,despite The country landscape was composed in Czechic tone but not ours.
I will be with you there soon,to check out whether you are keeping the pieces well,to check out whether you can speak out which chapter it is after a few notes.We can neglect the habbit of regular call,as well as the reunion every year.
I have a high expectation to you.But you were not me ultimately.22 years old,you must know what will be indicated more than me,who remain 21-year-old.Buddy.You will roll to our future,with me.
Next time,I will celebrate the same day in Sydney.Well this time,I still speak out remotely:Happy birthday,buddy.

2.Accumulated pressure on myself everyday,with only 6-hour sleep.Read massive books insanely.According to the rough accounting,100 pages have been covered during the recent days.Scaned industry news and Business Week,which always takes the anti-China tone but is back of Chinese economy boost,for over 3 hours till midnight.Made time to meditate and digest.Every minute warned myself to be concentrating,except for the time with them----only did this very time play more important role than knowledge absorbing.Typical sickness of obsessiveness.Piles of PR,Ads and marketing cases,the emergement of Oracle and Google,some incisive philosophy works.Arranged the files of Forum,including San Guo,Lu Xun and Lun Yu series,which should be covered during the vacation.Apprentice,which will be task in winter holidayas well,has also been borrowed.Tried to grab the acuteness,intellect,talent,as well as creativity,by the high quantity of reading and infomation acceptance,apart from high pure thought.
Yuan Lei said there would be a foreign tourist team waiting for airport-reception.I refused.Reminded the days full of business and grievance,which could be fully filled in 4 A4 pages.The life like that has not annoyed me any more.The reason of my departure should be attributed to the mouning for my limited campus life.Or,I would insist myself till I got the pleasant esteem.
Gave up the opportunities of CNBC,Jin Chi international,and so many MICE companies.Will not give up the next chance any more,nomatter what the next will be.Perform the comission of "Activeness" again.

3.Consider the plan of my future.Underestimate my capability sometimes,or be confident blindly of some strange fields.I should take aserious consideration whether I will devote myself into C programe.I could carry out my career from marketing analysis,and transfer to the roles of planner and team leader,which might more suits me.The addictedness on Internet idustry can be achieved by another approach:make full use of Internet value-added service for marketing.Rei•Lain,who was the former director of Oracle,proved by his perience that the possibility of this approach,even though the elites are seldom.Rough tech-skill will be looked down,or change the confirmed approach.Having no knowledge of tech-skill acquires more practised operation.Installation of ERP will never be distributed to consultants.The issure should be balanced,even though I didn't make any decision.

4.A column in the borrower's card was fucking dazzling.The terms of service:Jun.20 2007.Half of year left.After the term's expiration,the only thing I can do is standing far from the place whose every corner I am familiar with.
Took the pictures on campus after snow.joy floated in every face.That's not my campus.I will not hesitate any more if darkness admits me to remain her glittery face.
Richard's birthday.As usual,I wrote a long and literary message,which I am fucking good at,to him for celebration.He said he was moved,and just intend to be together with us regardless no one will be company with him after our departure.Next year,we had turned over into.I will be in the seashore in Sydney then.Will I miss you guys,who made me both excited and disappointed.
Angela cameback today.Jacob will leave tomorrow.19 should be the end of exam.21should be the end of postgraduation exam.We will go for KTV.We will go for hot pot.We will go back home respectively after all of that.Then,what shall we own,or what can be left for us.The dolorous face began to appear before the last semester of our university.

5.Unacquainted crowds.For them,I neglected my swear to go to the building which I should have never been.Telling them the story,I was enraged by their slight attitude:So what?For them,I interupted the process of driving learning to be together with them,but they always had uncountable excuses to make me alone.For them,I was just sitting there waiting for their questions to the exams,taking alone all of my grief,but they was smoothly common to that.I even expect the graduation.I admitted that I was bitterly disappointed.
Do I expect the life of wander?Escaped between the two place frequently.Escaped to campus with the oppression at home,and took the inferiority from campus back home.The two place,which both bailed such heavy emotion,are reluctant to bail me.It will be the joviality of releasing when escaping,even though I scorn myself for this.Decided to stay at campus till winter vacation's coming.The campus life,after all,is not numerous as which at home.The long Spring Festival will not provide any reason for me to came back.

6.Jacob.He have never been so frustrated,while he always idles cynically.I saw his tears first time in the deep darkness.The reason and content should be ommited.Last time the boy wept in front of me was Ge 2 years ago.The heart was hurt by thorn.His pain could be felt by me due to my worries.If I could do anything for him,no one can rush ahead of me.
He shopped with me last time before the end of semester.Then,we appeared in the nasty meat-dumpling store.
He said he was always running through,while I said I always keep austerity.
He said he was always yearning the life eating steamed bread together when we were sophomore.
Time should be awarded as the most teriffic loaner.

7.Human has been dead,Foucault said.The truth has no absolute value,floating and dissociating in the history,recorded by the log in pedigree meaning.
Power enforces the principle which suits their value as the truth in particular historical period,which shoud be attributed as anti-humanitarianism,while the truth human are chasing for must be humanitarianism.Dilemma.Human are blindly lost the benchmark of truth by the humanitarianistic dilemma as a child lost in the forest.
Human need the historical truth accumulation as the empiricism,while human also need apriority as their faith to encourage their exploration.dilemma.Human are blindly lost between empiricism and apriority,teased in the conception created by themselves.
Truth is just the common self-deceiption.