Witness(06-12-22)

Reflection
16th Dec.
Watched some chapters of "Apprentice",a programme prevailing for several years in America,made me full of energy.Still,I couldn't help to keep my slow pace.
Read books as well and didn't mind the interview next day any more.CMBC plays no role in my heart.I'll meet Ge after the interview.
17th Dec.
The interview of CMBC was one of the most annoyments I've ever taken part in.I got there at 10:30,and the candidates which should arrive at 9:00 were still waiting for the interviewers.At noon,the first group of candidates started to get into the meeting room.I was distributed in the last group.I hate the company lack of efficiency.I stood up and talked to the staff that I had to go back to campus since my supervisor was about to discuss the final essay,and I elaborated the experience and knowledge in 3 sentences,then went off the building to meet Ge,who have been there waiting for me for over 2 hours.It's the firstime I appreciate my action so perfectly.
Ge said he hunted some companies and the momentum was not too bad.Went back to Alma Mater,and idled along the Chang'an Avenue,till Tian'an Men Square.Before then,I just told him I would come to Xi dan to take an interview and we didn't prepare anything,either phisically such as the songs we were acquainted,or spiritually such as the mourning of pastime.The hasty meet was ended in Tian'an Men Square,a strange place for us two.
18th Dec.
CMBC really called me again and told me that I had passed the first interview,which I didn't participate in,and they asked me if I had time to take another interview.I am not interested in this position any more,and the way they dealed with the candidates enangered me.I decided to give up the opportunity,even though I could got enough respect as well as jealous from crowd,while Zhong Jing Cheng was this guy one year ago.
PR tong's birthday.Rachel,Nancy and Pan Xiao lin were absent,which made me indignant,even though I didn't tell anyone.Especially Rachel,didn't tell me in advance,so as she didn't at last.Nancy was suffered by stomache,and told me her absence 5 minutes before we would depart from campus.I also had business,which the driving school asked me to reserve cars on the right day.I left it apart.That must be the sign of the extense of the awareness to PR tong as well as particular ones.I was depressed.
Nevertheless,we enjoyed the time in KTV,and sang "sister" for Judy first time.We took massive pictures and made weird poses.I will call for it from Angela,and then I shall send them to you all.At midnight,Ye Zi sent a message to me said that the regathering was roughly limited after one regathering.And she said I was the centre of the PR tong,which might be seperate after our departure.I asked myself if PR tong just a dream for me and all that I am concern was dummy.I had no interest to chase the answer.
Slept at 12 o'clock.I was too tierd to be faced these poeple.
19th Dec.
Waked at 7:30,but didn't get up.Didn't response anyone's call.Didn't reply anyone's message.
Went to the classroom,taking the poem album again.
Angela told her direct leader that she would be absent for 2 months.
Jacob would go for work tomorrow,even though he was not content for he didn't prove himself,he thought.
Jack received the interview letter from LV,I didn't.
I still get up at noon and read the books had no use in my life.
20th Dec.
Dinner with Nancy and Rachel.
incline to be insane.
21th Dec.
Master Cheng intended to kill me,he said.He couldn't bear any more pressure from his sickness and the postgraduate exam.He wanted to transfer his rage to others,who was obliged be condemned in his mind,ie.Jack,and me.He said he had asked for the price of knife,and was in consideration the approach killing me.He was conscious that he was insane,but he imposed to release anything by this unreasonable way.I tried to consoled him that he was desparate since he was suffered by the harsh disease but not anyone else,as well as himself.He disentangled after my explanation.I am conscious that his disengagement will expire someday,and I held the domitory meeting at 10.I intended to save Jack's life since he will be along in the coming 2 weeks.Master Cheng still accused Jack embarrassedly,and I had to deal with the fierce situation time to time.Even though the atmosphere was rough and weird,the result was much better than before.
Lunch with Ye Zi,and chatted on PR tong again.Met the freshmen of PR department,aware that have passed 3 years.My life left vogue trace providing me to memory.
Idled across the campus again company with Jacob.poured the fucking affairs in my heart,and told him that I would be industrious for parents and friends,after that I will executive my promise.The life didn't change after my death.
Tracy also baffled by a harsh problem.Looking at Jacob's anxiety,I 've no idea since we had to wait for the final result which had been known by everyone.
22th Dec.
Left after lunch.Sent messages to everyone who was concern by me,and asked them to take care themselves after my leaving.Was company with Tong Shan accidentally in the subway.
Reserved the cars after Getting home.And then,enjoyed the life in my room.I love my home,sincerely.
Yang Jie remitted 3000 yuan to me finally I hastened her three months.I would retaliate her in recent days.