1.Reflection.
Nov.13th
Writing the former witness till 4 o'clock,waked up with the eyes in obvious tumefaction,owing to Fu Yang and Zhang Dong's coming at 8:00.The students for class in Broadcasting Institute abounded in the morning,seeming that they were more industrious than us.Zhang Dong registered for several minutes and headed over to the DVD stores around the two campus.Fu Yang began to favor to artistic movies,hence her intention was to buy the Favorite disk but not to visit me.That was the first time to meet Zhang Dong,and my younger sisters were passionate with her coming,the rumor that I would meet my girlfriend-to-be was prevailing several days ago.I was scared since they all have served in PR for at least 1 year,quite aquainted with how to disseminate espacially rumors.I invited the two girls having lunch at 10 o'clock,in order to save time for Fu Yang 's preparation of afternoon's exam.Coming across Jacob when we were about to leave,Fu Yang didn't recognize him though she met him once,and the reason she told me was that he was older in some extension than last time.I told them that should be attributed to his date with Tracy~~~~~~~Slept after their leaving till time to supper.To budget the cost,decided to stay at dorm,trimmed the vocabulary base in a new notebook,and copy all the short messages on the other notebook.It appears that I am addicted into recording everything happen to me in daily life,with over 10 notebooks as proof.I admired myself of being patient enough to have passion on the copy affairs,left apart the affair on back pay and the deducted money.I indulged myself into the memory with the words of messages till merely 190 pieces was in the notebook at 4 o'clock.The sunrise's step was close.
Nov.14th
With the day before's lesson,I made a significant decision that I would keep my sleep till noon in this week.I prosecuted my plan and regretted after I was awake.Time is always limited so long as you intend to keep pace.To keep my pace,I had to go for "Business Week" with a big yawn.I deemed that I was keeping my pace well,indeed.After supper,I went to Mcdonald's to read books as well as memory.The book I dedicated in,called "The Emergence of Wall Street as a World Power",was fantastic enough to make me immerse into and forgot the days last winter.The dorm was just like a reposing room.The admirable bastard Cheng Shuyi was lying in his coffin-like bed,with a stolen pillow from Zhang Fan.That's why I felt disgusted as long as I walked into the room,but not the only one.The next day would tell you the story about the fucking dorm as well as the ruffians living in.Debate with Hu Lu in Xiao Meng.He depreciated my poems for several times and I had to account for the poems every time.What a amusing deed.Wrote many to defend my poem and dignity with a equable tone,even though I was in serious indignity.He must have consider that he was quite reasonable and logic,neglected his topic was poem.Thought is a deed to oriente one but not systemize himself.
Nov.15th
Keepig my pace,up till noon.Had lunch with Jack and it was the first time to discuss about the nearest storm in our dorm.He conceded and didn't give anyone elaboration.The rumor winded around all the college,even towards other deparment.He said he shrug off the dorm especially the peasant,with no resentment.I loathed the peasant too.He always imagined him a peasant leader,with the brilliance of guiding a revolution.He defeated ZhangFan and He Peng,who were both citizens,and I could guess next one must come to me,even though I was repelled by them all when I was a freshman.Jack said he can be conscious with their hostile attitude towards me,since they might consider that I backed up him always.I thought that's true and I would rather hedge them away from me to gain a agreeable surrounding.That's no denying that Their way was perverse and I plighted I would edge the atmosphere if they insisted their aggresive attitude.Had dinner with my brother and sisters of PR tong,busted by Jack owing to his annoying says.Read books alone till the night was asleep deeply.Fogotten one thing,we managed to PR Liu Da ke of confirming 3 seats for the thesis.
Nov.16th
Did listening exercise again.Felt raw again since neglect of practice.Having dinner with Rachel,went for the elective lecture,which was the first class that I came into classroom for lectures.Rachel gave a presentation regarding the movie"".Not bad.Fulfilled the book"Michael"written by Jelinek,which had the same dilemma with one step was in society.Made a Exell for Yang Jie,another hooligan,since she told Li Yang she had no time to read my former e-mail.Made a decision:I will give Chinese version too every time I update my daily.Tomorrow,went back home to conduct the affair of Driving.
Nov.17th
Waked up by Rachel's message,when it was lunch time again.Went back home with her,for she was earning money as a tutor.We exchange the new words coming up recently in the subway,and I had to reviewed the articles and content,which satisfied me terribliy----I didn't kill time in this week.Arrived home,no one was in.Slept again till supper.Dad and I haven't been tough yet,I discussed my future and major with him as usural.Fu Yang's phone stimulated my interest of watching opera.I inserted the DVD"Carmen",which lasts over three hours,into the player at 1:30 midnight.Nevertheless,the opera was classic enough to omit the time.
Nov.18th
Dad collected info from the driving school in the morning.I decided to get the license before Spring Festival.I paid for the tuition fee and would learn the traffic law from 27th,which acomodated me at home for a long time.All the affairs has been arranged well,exept for the tour to Hu Nan with PR Tong.Dad didn't indulge himself into surfing web.I encourged him to compose the document by computer,even though it was the original source of the quarrel.He was in high pressure because of the document writing.I asked him to write them with no care,and I would wash 3 people's dresses instead.I am conscious that I don't have numerous time like before,which oblige I to cherish every second at home.Mum went to An Hui again,with no halt even at home.The evening surrounded me,since we had the lonliness in same kind.Watched "Aida" alone,also an opera composed by Veldi.Couldn't understand why so many people devoting into opera performing.Mourning for 2 great people:Friedman,one of the most greatest economists;Puskas,The most greatest Huguarian soccer player,an tragical character in the football history.Amen.
Nov.19th
Gave a call to a brother serving in a Shanghai investment company to consult the affair of major.Called for help to Li Kai for the problem of the finance book.I will be industrious and tenacious every time I concern with future and risk of career,as well as the field which is vain to me.Everyone gave me awesome help,however,I don't know which way I should devote into.Jacob dated with Tracy and I didn't see him today.It's no time for me to release my temper to him,since he didn't tell me the employment of Xin Hua News.Fuck him till dead.Went to Richard's dorm for 2 hours.No one besides me.Seemed Henry Zhong came back,who I refused to meet ever.Scholarship was lost for Brian's low score,hearing that is secretary's mistake,while Auster got it even if he got 70 in one subject,which is not obey the rule.I will be insane of the autrority.How can I compete with these cheating bastards equally?
2.Indeed,I was on the rack during the week,since I was always tough to encounter several troubles simautaneously.I had to perk up from abyss time to time,and felt down again.That must be called samsara.
3.I will be absent from 27th and will last over 2 weeks.You'd better fix me a time and pay for my bill as soon as possible.
4.Li Kai said you should enhance your basis and then you can take benefit of ambition.
5.I decide to vote for the option which seems more difficult:Banking.
6.Focusing on future and career,I neglected philosophy along the week.Career is a killer,while the victim must be faith,which is always a tragedy of a man.
7.David Du,the foreign teacher in our university was publicized on headline by Beijing Youth Jounal.His misterious experience and incentive of coming to China woke me up.Fight for living as well as faith,even death.
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